Clare Ann

Isaac John

Saturday, May 24, 2008

29 Weeks...transitioning to motherhood!


Friday marked our 29th week, and it was an interesting day for Mama Corrie. I had a mini panic attack about lack of movement and "fetal activity." After days of feeling her on a very regular basis, I thought that something must be wrong. I debated on whether or not to call the doctor, and I finally broke down (in more ways than one) as I explained my concerns over the phone. To make a long story short, everything was okay. I had to find a comfortable/relaxed position (which was difficult at school) to sit and count movements. Someone covered my classroom as I settled down, and everything worked itself out. I share this story only because I feel like yesterday was a defining moment for me in the journey of motherhood. I felt like something was wrong, and all I could think about was finding a way to make it better. I prayed for our little girl, and I felt such a connection with our daughter whom we haven't even met. I thought about my mom and the millions of ways that she has provided for me over the years, and I wanted nothing more than the assurance that our little squirt was okay. Even though this "ordeal" was "small" on the scale of what we have to come, it gave me such a deeper understanding of what it means to be a mother.

4 comments:

jess o said...

Thanks for sharing, Cor. It's so neat to get a bit of insight on this new happening in your life. My heart sank for you when I was reading your post but am SO glad that everything turned out ok - you are going to be an amazing mommy.
xoxo
yesser

jess o said...

PS - you look so cute. :)

hv said...

Oh Corrie...
I totally remember that same moment in my life. I was at school pregnant with Grant. Not that you asked...but my sister gave me the best advice...DRINK SOME OJ...if it ever happens again. I've done that w/all 3 pregnancies and for some reason (I think the sugar) the baby just starts a kickin' again. Your comments about your mom...they are just the beginning. I have such a new perspective on my mom...she is my best friend now. It is just amazing to sit and think about what our moms have done for us in the past (and still do). We are SO BLESSED to have such wonderful parents aren't we? Love the pics!

Lisa Clouse said...

What a scare!! Isn't intuition and love amazing??? Not everyone can take a moment like that and make it life-changing. I'm glad you could use this to help you catch a glimpse of what our mothers have done for us. It was convicting for me to appreciate my mom more. : ) We love you Corrie!!